I once saw a quote online that said, ‘only a mom could look at a clock an hour and a half before they have to be some where and think, we’re going to be late.’ Could this resonate any more with us parents? I swear when we are in a hurry there is always something that someone needs to tell me, or show me, or do really quick. It drives me crazy.
One time we were late for a doctor’s appointment and I am trying to rush my son out the door when he stops and looks at the ground. He says, ‘mom, look at this beautiful ant.’ We had to wait until it crawled away from the car so it could go back to his mommy and daddy. ANT. AN ANT. It was a flippin’ ant and it made me even later than we were already going to be.
I am not an expert in languages, but I’m pretty sure that in some language the words, ‘okay, bedtime,’ translate into, ‘come up with any reason not to go to bed.’ I don’t know who taught my son that, but if I ever meet you I will teach your children something equally annoying.
Have you ever noticed how putting on shoes takes anywhere from 15 to 150 minutes depending on the day? How is that even possible? I actually don’t know, but I have witnessed with my own eyes it take that long. There may have been a Twilight Zone episode come to think about it, I’ll have to go check that out.
Once it took my son an hour to finish dinner. AN HOUR. I’m sure he didn’t like it very much but still; I could have eaten dinner, gone for a run, come home and showered in that same hour.
And, then we have the, ‘I want to do it, mom’ stage to look forward to. I mean I love that my kids are becoming more independent, but after I have aged an entire year waiting for my kid to buckle his own car seat, I am ready to just say, ‘Oh, my gosh, just let me do it.’ Child development be damned.
Kids are amazing dawdlers. They get distracted by their own shadows. Literally, my son once stopped while we were crossing the street to show me how high his shadow could jump. This drives me crazy. I can get so irritated by it that I will basically be shouting at my kids to hurry up. I hate when I do that.
Here’s a shameful secret; I too am a dawdler. When my husband reads this I will never hear the end of it, but it’s true. Given the choice between hurrying out the door and checking my email one more time, I will always finish SVU before leaving. Now I am sure I could change the fact that we are late if I starting getting the kids ready at an earlier time. But, getting ready at 9AM for a 5PM meeting seems a little absurd. Although I am a dawdler, decades of urging have taught me to curve this awful habit. Positive reinforcement for arriving on time has all but beaten this terrible inclination out of me. I have learned to ignore so that I can hurry out the door. (see what I did there) The thing is, I’m not sure I want to raise little rushing minions. I don’t want to constantly be using the words, ‘hurry up.’ There are so many things that we have to teach our kids. Things about life and the world and I’m not sure that speed should be one of them. When we are hurrying we often miss things. We’ve all left the house and forgotten something because we were in a rush. I’m not sure that is a lesson that is worth teaching my kids.
When we dawdle we see things that we may have overlooked before. Like the beauty in the sunset, or the power of a thunderstorm, or that ant on its way to its mommy and daddy. Is there anything more important than that ant? Probably, but maybe I should revert to my dawdling roots and slow down with my boys more often. Maybe I will see something that I have been missing. Maybe I will notice the ant and that pause will change the way I see the world. Or, maybe I’ll just be late again and reinforce the parental stereotype!